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Name: Brian
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Breakthrough

I need to share something that happened last night while I was laying in bed in tremendous pain.  But I'll start at the beginning so you can get a little context.
 
Quite some time ago......maybe 4 months.....I began having pain in my neck.  If I turned my head very far to either side, I could feel tension in the muscle that extends to the cranium behind the ear all the way down to my shoulder.  This was occurring on both sides of my head.  The chiropractor had given me some stretching exercises that I was to do for that a few times a day.  I didn't always follow that to the letter, but I did do it quite a bit.  However, the pain and soreness began to extend down to my shoulders.  Eventually, about two or three weeks ago, the pain had gone to the muscles between my shoulder blades, down to my lower back, then to my hips.  While it wasn't happening all the time, the pain would sometimes radiate into both arms and legs as well.  The bulk of the pain was happening at night.  It was difficult to turn while I was in the bed.  Getting up out of bed was a problem too.  I would be so stiff that it would be hard to move......for instance, walking was quite a problem at times.  I had blamed a lot of this on our mattress, which I know we need to change.
 
One of the things that seemed odd to me was that I had no clue how to pray about this.  I couldn't get peace about anything, so therefore, I rarely prayed about it.  I felt compelled to ask for prayer at church this past Sunday morning.  Marion anointed me with oil and prayed for me.  I wasn't listening closely to what he was praying.....and this is NOTHING about Marion.......but I couldn't sense that anything was going to be accomplished.  I didn't have any peace about it.  My faith certainly wasn't activated.  I was getting more confused by the day about the whole situation.  Bro. Bill had whispered something in my ear before Marion prayed that I received, but didn't think had anything to do with what was going on.  Now, I'm convinced it did.
 
Yesterday was a pretty tough day for me, pain wise.  I seemed to be tense all over.  Going up and down the stairs here at work was almost excruciating at times.  Walking was definitely difficult.  As I got ready for bed last night it was going through my mind "How much worse can this get?  Where is this all going?"  I haven't been concerned at any point that this some sort of debilitating illness of my muscles or joints.  But at the same time, I was really wondering what was going on.  I started praying that the Lord would open the "eyes of my heart" to see what He wanted me to see.  I did ask Him to show me what I needed to see about this situation.  I have become very aware that we have blind spots in our lives that keep us from seeing or having our ears plugged keeping us from hearing Him.
 
I woke up twice during the night last night.  The first time was sometime between 10:00 and 11:00.  I lay in bed in tremendous pain over most of my body.....arms, legs, back, shoulders, neck, hips....even my clavicle area was hurting.  As I lay there, I maneuvered myself onto my back and tried stretching out my legs and hips.  While I had been doing that for a couple of minutes, I sensed the Lord was speaking...."This is warfare.....this is the enemy."  For the first time since all of this began, I felt like I knew what was going on.  For a few minutes I cried out to the Lord for mercy, to get some relief from the pain.  After a few minutes I fell asleep again.  Then, at some point after 1:00 I was awake again.  The pain had not diminished any.  I began crying out again as I had done before.  Then, from a prayer that I remembered (can be found at www.ransomedheart.com) I began to put myself under the Lord's authority......bringing the blood of Jesus over my situation.  I came against the enemy, any agreements that I had made with him, and rebuked him and his activity in my life.  Shortly I was asleep again, this time for the rest of the night.  When I awoke, I knew that something had broken through.  I'm not totally pain free, but the relief is significant.  On top of that, I feel like I've made a huge gain spiritually.
 
I feel that this is something I'm going to have continue battling on a daily basis.  I know of someone who battles the enemy over sleep at his house.  If he doesn't on a daily basis, no one in the house will sleep.  It's certainly an inconvenience, but we know that enemy has come to steal, kill and destroy, so we constantly have to be aware of his activity against us.  On a larger scale, I'm wondering what else God is about to do in or through me?  Has the enemy set himself against me to keep it from happening?  Please stand with me believing prayer that God will accomplish his desire in me.
 
I AM praising Him today for what He has done for me.
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Saturday, January 27, 2007

Ha!!!
You Are an Excellent Cook
You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning.
It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...


For whatever it's worth.......
Your Love Type: INFP
The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ


Tuesday, November 14, 2006

11/13/2006

The Blame Game Begins

Investor's Business Daily

11/13/2006

By Gary Bauer

It’s already started. Now that the Republicans have suffered their much-heralded Election Day rebuke, the intra-party finger pointing has begun in earnest. Who’s to blame? According to some Republicans, it’s the religious conservatives.

In fact, as the votes were still being tallied on election night, the Main Street Partnership, a Republican political organization, released a terse statement titled, “Far Right Solely Responsible for Democratic Gains.” The next day, former Republican House Majority Leader Dick Armey penned an op-ed chiding the GOP for focusing on “wedge issues like illegal immigration and same sex marriage,” and criticizing the Senate for dedicating “two legislative days to a constitutional ban on gay marriage…” calling it “pure politics.”

Of course, the scapegoating of church-going conservatives started before Election Day. An election eve cover story in The Economist mentioned the Iraq war and President Bush’s “pandering to the religious right” as the primary reasons for the GOP’s impending electoral misfortunes. Then there’s the slew of new books warning freedom-loving Americans that the Republican Party has been taken over by Bible-thumping “Christianists” intent on turning America into a theocracy.

Enough! Such incriminations may sell books and boost ratings, but they overlook two important facts. First, Christian conservatives are the lifeblood of the GOP. Second, very little political capital has actually been spent on the issues they care about.

Let’s remember how we got here. Prior to 1980, the Democrat Party was the dominant force in American politics, enjoying almost uninterrupted control of the House of Representatives for nearly five decades and the Senate for 26 years. Democrats had also won eight of the previous 12 presidential elections.

Ronald Reagan’s election in 1980 marked a sea change in American politics, ushering in Republican control of the presidency for 18 of 26 years (in fact, since 1980, no Democrat has won 50 percent of the popular vote in a presidential election), and Republican control of the Senate for 15 of the past 25 years. 1980 also saw Republicans make modest gains in the House of Representatives, a foretaste of their decisive 1994 takeover.

The numbers don’t lie. Before Ronald Reagan’s presidential election, the GOP was a perennial loser; since then, Republicans have enjoyed an era of unprecedented success.

The secret of Reagan’s success was his ability to solidify support among fiscal and foreign policy conservatives—then the party’s base—while reaching out to capture the support of many southern and socially conservative northern voters—Reagan Democrats—by embracing the mantle of traditional values. Barry Goldwater may have been the Father of the Conservative Movement, but it took Ronald Reagan to transform that movement into a powerful governing majority.

The GOP’s conservative coalition has endured since Reagan left office, maturing into an alliance that now includes a burgeoning voting bloc of evangelicals, the difference makers in George W. Bush’s two election victories.

Even this year, as many voters turned away from Republican candidates, they did not reject conservative values. When values issues stood alone, they almost always prevailed. For example, in 7 of 8 races, traditional marriage won overwhelmingly (with the other yet to be decided); English as the official language was embraced in Arizona; racial discrimination was rejected in Michigan; the legalization of marijuana was rejected in three states; slot machines in another; and private property rights were strengthened in nine states. Perhaps most tellingly, Democrats ran a number of socially conservative candidates in southern and heartland states; almost all of them won. How ironic: Democrats act like conservatives and win, while some Republicans move to the left and lose.

Clearly, the public’s disaffection is with the Republican Party, not conservatism.

Despite the popularity of conservative values issues, the Republican Party has been reluctant to take up the values agenda. After turning out like never before in the 2000 and 2004 elections, religious conservatives have watched as their issues have been swept aside in favor of other priorities like privatizing Social Security and a massive new prescription drug entitlement. The White House offered only muffled support for the federal marriage amendment, while largely staying out of debates over religious freedom, the sanctity of life and the Ten Commandments.

What’s more, government spending—another conservative bane—has surged. A recent Heritage Foundation study found federal spending is now over $20,000 a year per household in today’s dollars for the first time since World War II. Meanwhile, little of substance has been done to curb illegal immigration.

The only real victories for values voters were the Supreme Court appointments of John Roberts and of Samuel Alito, who was only nominated after a conservative backlash against Bush’s first selection, Harriet Miers.

Earlier this year, the Family Research Council conducted a poll in which 63 percent of respondents said they felt the GOP had not kept its promises with values voters. This resentment was still palpable this fall at the Washington Values Voter Summit, where I heard from scores of religious conservatives demoralized over the lack of action on values issues.

Instead of standing up for values, too many Republicans were mired in scandal. Polls now show a majority of Americans believe Democrats reflect their values more closely than Republicans do. Exit polling from this year’s election found that nearly one-third of white evangelicals voted Democratic and that most of them cited corruption as an important factor in their decision.

All this begs the question: If the Republican Party built its majority on the backs of church-going conservative voters, while offering little more than hollow rhetoric in return, why are some Republicans blaming religious conservatives for the party’s current woes?

Current data on cultural trends reveal an America that is becoming more conservative, not less so. As Republicans look ahead to the future of their party, I hope they first reflect back—on the Reagan legacy—and renew their commitment to fiscal discipline, strong national defense, and traditional American values, the pillars upon which a nation was founded and a revolution launched.

Gary Bauer is president of American Values and chairman of Campaign for Working Families


Monday, November 13, 2006

 ``This election was not a rejection of conservative principles per se, but a rejection of corrupt, complacent and incompetent government... It is also notable that the Democrats who won or who ran competitive races sounded more like Ronald Reagan than Lyndon Johnson. This election does not show that voters have abandoned their belief in limited government; it shows that the Republican Party has abandoned them. In fact, these results represent the total failure of big government Republicanism. The Republican Party now has an opportunity to rediscover its identity as a party for limited government, free enterprise and individual responsibility.  Most Americans still believe in these ideals, which reflect not merely the spirit of 1994 or the Reagan Revolution, but the vision of our founders.'' Sen. Tom Coburn
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